Not that girl

The carefree, lighthearted one....

The one that conquered her fears and went river rafting for 3 days...

The one that kicks butt on a hike or a bike ride...

The one that feels strong...

The one that thought about reducing her meds...

The one that can withstand a little heat and humidity...

The one that has made peace with her asthma...

The one that isn't worried about a public attack...

The one that confidently packs her bags and flies across the county to meet her friends...

I'm not that girl...

I'm the one that is beginning to worry...

The one that wonders if her meds are up to the task...

The one that hopes her lungs can handle the challenge...

The one that hates the words "you don't look so good"...

The one that still dreads being publicly asthmatic...

The one that wants to relax and be "one of the girls"...

Yeah... I'm that girl...

Crap!

*begins shopping for an inhaler necklace*